sweet memories

2010-11-15T02:00:00.001+08:00

Friday - meeting my beautiful girl YEOKLING, PINGHUI & a sweet guy AMIR!
Saturday - Sentosa in the mornin which i always wanted to go .. So i request HIM to bring me . Night would be DRINKING TILL NV TML wit my lovely HOTEL GANG !
Sunday - meeting my dearest girl to WILD WILD WET!!! Night having live seafood dinner at turf city wit family n my FAV GUY !

Be starting a Morning job v sooon . And my hair is back to normal Aisan !!

2010-11-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog smt . but hav totally no ideal to wad to blog ? =( anyway, aft veri veri long thinking . i dunwan to buy dat guess jacket anymore . HAHAHA. I guess i wont wear it so often and kinda of saving my $$$ and buy it on my MORE WANTED stuff. hahaha !

i told tis to myself repeatedly !!! i surely will get myself 1whole set of GOOD curly, straighten.... jus 1whole set!!!! from a good brand ofcos or maybe from the vivo that wan?? I dunwan buy it from watson anymore. lousy brand ! and dat wan i used to hav from watson hav oso totally spolit fer 3-4yrs alr.. my cute lil candy went to bite my wire -_-.

i wanna perm my hair during CNY which is coming like 3mnt more? EXCITED ! ANGPAU !! more $$$ to save !

and yes, birthda is comin v soon , which i oso happy abt . i always looking in birthday . becoz is YOUR DAY! and is only once a yrs thingy . somehow a day u can let urself off to play and enjoy ! becoz i guess when u turning to BIG adult u wont hav realli so much time to enjoy dat much. SO ENJOY WHILE I CAN . live and enjoy life to a fullest as you can =)

Last, I'm quite satisfied of my life right nw =D So, ppl who concern , dun worry abt me =)

2010-10-21T02:57:00.005+08:00

Nice jacket eh?? so wanted to get them but maybe aft my birthda when hav more $$$ in hand. My birthda would be prepare to fork out 400 fer alcohol. *heart pain* but once in a yr right??
hmm, dunno which colour to get , red nice but too striking to match wit other clothes . black easy to match, nice but nth special colour .. cant make a choice.. 50.1% maybe black . easy to match . HAHAHA

work hard n save more $$$ =)

I MISS MY YOU BI !

2010-09-29T18:38:00.003+08:00

Somehow the more u put in on a r/s the more hurt u will get if thing isnt goin well .. Again i hav myself put alot of heart in it, i dunwan it to fail and hurt myself once again .
i pray it would be a successful tis time.. Becoz getting hurt is painful . And falling doesnt taste good overall ..

Sometime i wonder why do Man changed heart easily??? As in we hav seen alot of Man having a GF yet outside hugging/on bed wit another woman or having interest in another woman ..
Seen alot of Married Man having a mistress ..Looking for prostitutes ..
Sometime i pity on Woman.. When a Woman can be faithful and only heart on Man .. Yet alot of Man DON'T !!
Sometimes, i realli wonder is Love so fragile?? Love so easily fade?? Did they forget abt the promise they made in church?
Do guy be4 doin all those thinking of the Woman they loved ??Have they ever think of how hurting it will impact the girl?
I fucking feel if guy cant stay faithful den forgetting abt having a wife or GF. dun ruin or hurt a nice girl .

I dun understand why all those thing happen!!I terribly afraid all those happen on me... I will nv expect how will i be ... But still It nv stop me to have FAITH on my guy even i'm afraid =) Dun disappoint me .

2010-06-10T02:30:00.006+08:00

life always have to move on . GO FORWARD !! dun looook back !! LET GO !!

BUT wadever it is .. is hard to do it .. becoz feeeling n heart isnt numb !! girl dun jus forget n move on realli dat easy even HW MUCH THEY NOE THEY WILL HAV NTH.. they r not dumb ! not afraid nth to gain but to love DAT DEN CALLED "LOVE" !! Girl, normally hold on and dwell in past. They dun forget everything dat easily. it difficult fer them. I UNDERSTAND GIRLS ..

sometimes might wonder why some ppl, esp guy would realli able to let go n move on so easily?? jus few week/ mnt they able to forget n let go on a girl they ever loved sooo much? and are they realli able to move on wit a new girl or HAVE THE MOOD TO NOE NEW GIRL within few week/mnt and able to let go of forget of their past so easily? envious of those ppl?????

i noe no matter how much words was added, hw many million ppl hav told you to give up n move on and hw you realli wan to but you still unable to do it..but i jus wan to noe dat you remember no mater how ur heart is or how down it is . jus remember ur fren r always there .. JUS TRY TO LIVE HAPPILY, DO WADEVER DAT MAKE U HAPPI .. EVEN JUS A LIL STUPID THING . =) becoz is not dumb even doin stupid thing to make urself happi or smile a lil . AS LONG AS IT MAKE UR DAYS....

2010-06-03T01:30:00.002+08:00

Is holida *HAPPI*
Dying hair on sat at JB =D *HAPPI*
Almost everyda see my bf *HAPPI*
No work =( *UNHAPPI*
No money *UNHAPPI*
overall happi is still more than unhappi !!

I feeel like to.......
go sentosa
go roller blade
eat buffet
i still wan buy more clothing esp TOP & SHORT
Club once!
i wan lepak till morning once again
2kg GONE ! HAHAHAH!
all be4 skoool start . POSSIBLE? hardly eh? HAHAHA
I'm jus dreaming only ! hahahahahah!!!

2010-06-01T01:00:00.004+08:00

Had decided to delete all my PAST post. becoz we shd not always look back to the past but to keep move on forward AND I LOVE MY PRESENT=)

Life so far still gd now . And I'm serious sad n disappointed on my tummy dat make me gain 2.5kg =( NO SUPPER NOW ! more UZAP and sit up but still i'm kinda of lazy, but FOOD STILL EAT =)

next week goin genting wit my loves.. kinda of excited goin oversea to stay overnight w/o my family or goin wit skool. =) as it was my FIRST time. dunno how will it goes.. hopefully genting have some nice thing n place fer us to do or play.

AND i wan to intro my sweetest bf to my lovely blog, HAHAHAH, one of his MOST HANDSOMELY photo done by me ! Tis is my bf, Luo Zhen Yu, Louis, I knew him since pri skool . I onli realise it now dat we've been in the same class all the while in our semb pri life . He's one of my childhood fren, One of my cutest puppylove in pri skool, my past and my present bf now !

Perhaps my lovely blog have heard of him dat i write abt him alot alot time in the past. YES, IS HIM! back to recall how the story of us. Many years ago back when i was crazy in love wit tis boy fer many yrs but always seeing him changing gf AND THINKING WHEN IS MY CHANCE. hahahahahha!!

Keep peeking him whenever there a chance to see him. alot of silly thing i have done, first ever and only guy i take soo much courage to confess early in the morning, use my blanket cover myself becoz i was nervous and peeking on my fone to read his reply. And i actually wrote a very long letter spent me an hrs to write wanna drop to his letter box. HAHAHA ! but i drop tis ideal instead and use fone. U DUNNO RIGHT BI? there alot u dunnno...

But he break the pure love of mine deeeeeeeeply =( make me suppppppeeeerrrrrrrr disappointed and upset wit him. tears and tears ='( and i tell myself i not gona love tis bastard anymore !! how can he do tis to me!! He such heartless and bastard. And i move on my life from then... but then fate still bought us here again ! kind of like walking a 1 big round and here we mit again. And we onli manage to get realli serious now, perhaps i should say he !!

I still appreciate dat we mit again! I'll learn to hav trust on u and faith in our love... OUR SWEET SWEEET LOVE =D dun disappoint me ok?